"Everyone has a burden, what matters is how you carry it."
-Joe & David Brown
I feel like so much has happened to me lately, whether it be good or bad, it's still happened. All this weight on my shoulders is pulling me back and making me think so much, most of it bad. I can't help but wonder who I am and who I want to be. It's like the whole future I was aiming for has disappeared into a fog of worry and a haze of self doubt. The loneliness is a dull, ever present ache inside of me, but I'd rather be alone than have to depend on someone else. After all, if I just do it myself, I know it'll get done, and I know it'll get done right. I want to just curl up somewhere and sleep for a month. I'm just so tired all the time, with school, my friends, Donald, and everything else that's coming at me from multiple directions.